ahh 2 weeks is not enough for a holiday break..i feel like its crunch time but i'm ready for it..all i know is i miss my craziies badly..school, work, life is just so hectic lately it just feels like we need our hugs and chit-chat like before..memory lane keeps piling up but great girlfriends in your life will never change..some may come and go but we have a bond like no other..

in 3months i'll be graduating my respiratory school applied for chadron university to get a bachelor degree..looking into some more degree i have an ultimate goal but for now i wanna focus on yahve and me cuz he has so much plan within this year and next year that  i can't make him wait any longer..

so in that case i need to hurry up and graduate and get registered..our class is actually going to be last group to actually make some money in this field cuz we have 3 schools going for respiratory in las vegas and in july about 60 will compete to get jobs 30 in our school another 30 with apollo college which will have their first graduating class so the group below us will actually have a better chance cuz apollo needs to go thru evaluation with the state licensure and the national boards of respiratoy care to get approved to be a credited school.. at least our school has been credited for the pass 4 years since our first graduating class..83% of apollo class needs to pass their boards to be credited sucks for them great for my classmates..

i just need GOD beside me on this one passing my test is what i need to do to get my life started..i'm going to be 24 this year its so hard to put that in my head..i wasted 3 years in a community college that didn't get me nowhere..i feel like a failure but finding respiratory i feel like i have a purpose helping COPD'ers, resuscitating someone, except that fool that snobbed me at the mickey d's drive thru how supposively my car was not far up enough that his new rims got scratch at the curb he not gonna get no help from me the other therapist can revive him i will never forget that cocky azz face!!!, getting people off the ventilator to get them back home i will never give up on them and pray for the best for them..

so that is my update for now..back to my 80 questions take home test that is due in 4hrs and i still need to sleep..

only a few people read this but its something to look back on and keep people updated for people who do care =)